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My love

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  Everyone has a dream from their childhood that can be held onto them even if they grow, For some the interest may change depending on their likeness but for the rest, they'll find even more colourful things in the goal which they have dreamed about from their childhood. It was the most beautiful memory that you could ever have because you don't think about any other advantages or disadvantages of your goals it's all about your interest to be more specific your love towards your dream but even now If you really love your dream you'll never think about the society or what the people will say about you. And I really cherish my childhood even though I was left all alone most of the time. The dream that I had or should I say still I do, I wanted to be a singer or be a part of a choir, we even held concerts at home the sofa as the concert stage, The talcum powder bottle as a microphone, chairs and stools as musical instruments, and our parents as the audience, I felt like a...

Kid as a teenager

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  As a money-like creature of our family, I used to do so many naughty things which might trigger my parent's BP and pressure. Something they find is really annoying to the extent that they tell me to clean up the mess that I've created. As I was growing older I started to become quieter which surprised my family because I'm was kid who could do something crazy even if I was left all alone which I could call as playing, But don't think I got mature over the years because I thought the same and I was proud of myself but then it's not, I realised that even if I grew old and older the childness in us would never leave us which would define our inner child. Although I became quiet there were times when I couldn't keep my hands to myself as the curiosity regarding several things dragged my hand but still, I could act as a mature kid. The one incident would get into our parents and my sibling's head whatever falls down in our home. It was when the pandemic was at ...

The unforgettable moments of terrace

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  Our terrace in the upstairs played a remarkable role in my childhood. I was having my tea this evening while chit-chatting with my parents a spark of memory flashed in my mind for a second, The beautiful memory that I had in my childhood with my parents. It was a time when my parents were financially struggling a lot and here I and my sister were so little that we didn't even know the meaning of finance. So we were living on the first floor, above that terrace was there, whenever the power went off we used to get all our pillows and sleeping mat and we'd run to the terrace and come home at midnight when the power came back, As that was time there weren't many houses nearby so that we can be there in the terrace without disturbing others. We'll go there have some chit-chatting with each other and happily play together as we all were small kids. I remember the naughty things that I did even when my parents told me not to do. Once maybe I was like 4 or 5 years old, when ...

Cooking as an experience

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 I never saw cooking as my hobby just as people used to say since I have to cook out of compulsion, It doesn't mean I was forced but the situation had me to go through that. My parents used to get up before 5am every morning and they prepared both breakfast and lunch for all four of us by 8am we all would be dismissed and get back home by 5pm so after getting freshened up they would sit down for a cup of coffee which isn't enough for their tiredness. My parents are already getting older and their health is good but still, they will have some untold pain within them both physically and mentally. So as a good daughter, the only thing that I could do is ease their worries by helping them with their work. I'm either not a good cook or a person who knows various kinds of dishes to make. But I used to make tiffin for dinner like Dosa, idly, chapatti.....and various curries like chicken gravy, chicken fry and some other dishes. I did have some sodhapal moments in my first attempt ...

Failure to be in the Best

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  Not every failure gives us success in the end but instead, it might give us the life which we never expected or else a happy ending. The failures that I met in my life were countless in various sectors but whenever I fell down I had this one thought in my head that is "Every pro was once a beginner" who also failed but still they didn't give up on what they did which lead to their incredible success. I wanna share a few incidents which really had a great impact on me till now. It happened when I was 11 or 12 years old I was a little girl who loved to sing the love that I had for singing was from the bottom of my heart so I wanted to join our church choir so badly that I went audition And guess what I got rejected, I've told you guys about how much I love singing but not how I sing, The rejection does make sense if you guys had listened to my singing. Yup, My singing was so awful back then. The rejection made me lose interest in music because that wasn't my first...

The story behind my name

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  I hope Y'all definitely have a backstory for your name but at least some do have a reason for their name. I wanna share the incident that gave me goosebumps whenever I listened to it from my mom, My mom was 7 months pregnant having me in her womb, That morning she went to school as usual It was about noon when she was teaching for middle school students the class she was standing in had a damaged roof , just imagine the government schools in 2005. As she was teaching all that she heard was the sound of a stone falling to the ground which was thrown by the students from the opposite building, when she opened her eyes the stone fell a few inches away from her belly. By God's grace both mother and child were protected. And here comes the miraculous day in which I was born. It was midnight on December 3rd, It was raining heavily outside, when my mom got her labor pain so my dad searched for a cab or an auto but couldn't able to get one. After searching for a while they found ...

Timberland

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As we all know forest is a home to every birds, animals and to the reptiles, as they were being comfortable around trees and bushes but I always thought do animal feel forest as their home? And how animals see forest?... Mother nature always surprise us with it's incredible creation, Forest is one of the mysterious place on earth because I wonder do we know the directions once we reached the depth of the forest or the way to go back? I felt that animals feel so comfortable and secured around woods than being with humans either it could be domestic animals or wild animals. Since animals are being wild if they are in forest it wouldn't be disturbance to both the animals and humans. I'm a person who feel relaxed at home whatever happens even though if I had a tiring day after coming home getting freshed up and sleeping in my bed is my comfort likewise I feel that animal also feel the same comfort in forest because they can feel the forest as their home since it has a peaceful ...